you are right in that I dont know how i stand regarding her... there is a point where i want nothing to do with her and then there is a side where i want nothing but her.. she sounds so close now where you can almost see her thinking WOW i screwed up and i want to ome back, I want to fix what i screwed up
but then she goes back to her old ways. acts like im the one who grabbed her by the arm and said go cheat go walk away from your family go steal.
so much of her is right by the book of a WAS but so much is not. through this whole thing she has always kept in contact almost daily which so many other LBS never get anything for months or years (maybe this is what has kept my hope up)
alot of me thinks she has to finish hitting rock bottom first. its like she just heard the alarm to wake her up from this dream world maybe opened her eyes for half a second and hit the snooze button sitting there asleep still but right at the edge of waking up from this dream she created.
