he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i mean, he said not a word but i can tell by his body language how he was feeling. oh well.

i will always love him and always soften to a point with him. but too much damage has been done.

my cousin (we are like sisters) even told me that if i ever thought of taking him back, she would disown me!

the way he has treated me has gone beyond having an affair, with the finances and my family's finances and the continued lying and not being around etc.

at some point of course he will start to linger around me, always has during these last 3 years.


but it is too late and as soon as i soften, i need to remind myself that.

keep in mind who he sided with when psycho went psycho and got in trouble.

keep in mind who isnt supporting his child but paying his and her expenses.

let him feel bad now. not suffer, but feel bad. its about time.