UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

Thanks ((JCJ)) - I needed that support - it seems to have been very quiet here today - belive me, I have been here all day!!

Yes, I promise that I will hang in there ... and it helps too that I have just literally got an email from H to say that he's gone back to his regular email address, after he had problems 3 days ago! Is this good that he is letting me know - he didn't have to, did he? I have not responded but maybe later tomorrow I can just flick him the response "OK - thanks" and leave it there. How would that be, even though I am supposed to be dark?? I think it's reasonable.

I have just been reading back over some of H's emails from last month and I can't believe how plausible he makes everything sound:

"The thing is I had never planned for any of this. I embarked on our marriage as a plan for life. It really does sadden me that we were not able to make it work. But the signs were there a good time ago. We have both neglected our relationship for far too long and now we have passed the point of no return. I agree, yes, that we both want very different things right now but that should not mean that we should have to torture each other fixing up what needs to be done".

Gotta say, he sounds pretty determined, right?? Well, I shall just keep the pedal to the metal and keep travelling in the same planned direction.

Shall jump over to your post now to see how you have been today! Thanks again for being there ... it means a lot.