Today I am low, frightened, vulnerable, weak, ready to cave in and RAGING ... man am I RAGING?!! The cats ran for cover as I threw expletives around the kitchen whilst demanding (to who??) why has he done this to me? If he didn't love me and had not done so for as many years as he says, why did he marry me? Where is he now that I need him? Why did he want us to emigrate if he had no intention of staying in the marriage? Why is it OK to give a chance to an ow with baggage but he can't even give me the time of day after all that I have done for him? Oh yes, I'm on the runaway train to a self-hiding today. Two job refusals has done nothing to enamour me, either.
Oh yes folks, Eskimo Nell is falling down an ice hole, fast ....
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
