Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

I honestly don't know what to do next, or where I am with all this.

I am seriously thinking I should move on the D front myself, and just get this over and done. Her conducting like a single woman while I support her lifestyle is not really something I want to do.

Will I be fine on my own? I believe so. Will my d8 manage? I believe she will make it through it.

This is a tougher place to be mentally than I had envisioned. At times I feel like I am 'giving up' when I contemplate moving on, and that is not good for me to think that way.

I could use some thoughts from others that have been here, and made that move for themselves. How did you get past some of these mindsets and make those decisions that go against what you thought you would be doing?