Just so you know...

[bluerain]

Thanks Dia. I feel a bit better, had a big fat cry and painted some stuff, its a project Ive been trying to work on for a while now.

He will be here next wednesday (yikes, I thought it was later than that! ). I had a bunch of stuff I wanted to get done before that, I had better get a move on! I asked him what if he was flying right into Homer, or into Anchorage, he said he was flying into Anchorage and renting a car, then he would drive down. I also asked him if he was staying with a couple that he was friends with, he said that he hadnt made plans yet, but was sure that they would make room for him.

I thought about inviting him to stay here, but I didnt. I have mixed feelings about it, on one hand, I would have a real chance to show him the changes Ive made, but on the other hand... Its cake eating!

Also, I lost my wedding ring last summer. I have no idea where, I have turned the house upside down searching for it, several times. I do still have my engagement ring, but the stones stick up too much on it, and poke holes in my rubber gloves at work, and the band is a little big, so the ring shifts and pokes my fingers so I cant wear it. Instead, I have been wearing a ring that he bought me several years ago. So, my question is, should I wear it when he comes back?

The mouse on my laptop is going haywire (part of the reason Im getting a new computer!). And occasionally, as I mouse over things, it will click on random things and take me wherever it pleases. This happened tonight while H and I were chatting on FB, thats where I saw the message from her. I kept up my PMA during the convo, and when I couldnt keep it up anymore, I told him that I was getting offline, and goodnight. He said goodnight Kristin. I know that Im reading more into it, but he usually doesnt use my name.

I dont know. Im tired of this, at least in a week or 2, I should know whats going to become of all of this!