WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Stuck,

Well, at least we finally "talked" like you thought we needed to. I had hoped it would have gone better, not sure how/what, but I feel it ended with both of us mad at each other. Not how I would have wanted to de-escalate.

I know we will still need to talk about who will have the boys on Monday. I still want them as I don't see them as much. She had said I get more hours with them in a week since I have the whole weekend. I told her that I would switch, but she didn't answer. That's the thing, any proposal I offer, I am always cautiously aware to accept either side of the proposal. She doesn't take it that way

I may give up Monday as Monday's are technically her day but I will NOT give up my Sunday.

My therapist said that there is no further point to talk about anything related to the relationship without both of us wanting to work on it. So I'm done talking about the relationship. I've said all I'm going to say.

I'm going to focus on me, the boys and my job.

I'm still shaking my head and laughing at how she tried to lie that I miss interpruted and it was just a fantasy world that she was pretending in. I think what's she's spinning now is the fantasy land.

Craziness.....