Being Me, Peace & Wonder,

Well, H just brought up R talk and said he wants to sign D papers tomorrow and he wants me to just use his attorney. Even though we have nothing complicated I said he could have his attorney contact mine and he blew a gasket. He said you are going to finally get back at me for how I treated you and hire an attorney to waste more money and to go after me. I told him nothing could be further from the truth I just felt I should have a representative for myself but would not contest, etc.

He was not happy. We made love this weekend and he is D'ing me, of which he responded. "Our love is so special that we will always be kind, loving and continue to talk with each other". And, I got the you'll be better off without me speech too.

I just went to bed and cried. I hate that he makes me feel vindictive, that hurt.