I hope that he is starting to feel sad about what hes done! He deserves to be in pain from his actions.
Your feelings are allowed to change, but dont let yourself get pushed around. He deserves exactly what he gets, dont forget that. This is what he wanted, so badly that he threw everything away.
I hope that things are finally falling apart for him, and I hope that he realizes that ALL he had to do was stay home and be a good father and H. Really, all he had to do was be faithful!
Wow, that seems mean... maybe Im projecting just a little...
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...