he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

so h finally showed his face today. i didnt really speak to him, just handed him his mail. i could tell he had softened, not in his words, just in body language. not a good thing, i want to continue to despise him!

i was on my way out when he came, maybe it surprised him. i looked good too!

when he dropped son off, i did not look at him or speak to him. i did peak out the window when he left, i saw him hang his head in a sad way, a couple of times. im not mistaking it, i know him. well good, he did this!

when he got in his car, he kept looking back at my window, not sure that he saw me behind the shades.

i hate that i feel my feelings soften, i shouldnt, he has been absolutely awful towards me.

so if he feels bad, if he dreads perhaps going back home to her, so be it. he did this.