Starting tonight I will force myself to honestly detach. I will only see her for a short amount of time, so it should be a good way to really start. Tomorrow we will all be home together from 5:00 on, I will continue to force myself. I will take it one day at a time from there. I will look at her as a roommate, I owe her no explanations of what I am doing. Only when it comes to the kids. They will be my focus at home, and once they are in bed, I will do what I want to make myself happy regardless of what she thinks about it. If it means leaving the house, so be it. If it means watching TV for a little bit, that's what I will do. I won't go back on changes I have made about myself. I will continue to do the things around the house that I have been doing. Most importantly I will convince myself that any woman would be lucky to have me. I do feel I have a lot to offer, and if my W isn't interested, someone else will be eventually.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
