You've got to conquer that fear right now or else your weekend is going to fall apart. If you come across as desperate as you do now your W is not going to open up.
Everyone is right. Just be honest and yourself. You've done the hard work, now it's time for her to do the same.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.