Oh, ok, I see. I am so afraid that my wife won't open up on this weekend. I am afraid that I will lack the courage myself. I am afraid of what I will learn about her feelings toward me. I know she has said she lost feelings, doesn't love me, etc. But if during real soul searching and honest conversations I hear similar things, I am afraid it will be too much for me. As the weekend gets closer, I find I am more scared than anything else. I have been looking forward to this for sometime hoping that it will help us start healing. But now I am apprehensive. Neither of us are good at opening up to each other.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
