Hey Orich, how are you man? I have been reading up on you and things are still the same. I guess that's better than getting worse. IF i were you i would not put all my hopes on Retro. Take a karate class or something. I wish i could get into your head and beat the co-dep out of you. I know its hard. I have backslides myself. Sometimes you have to analyze your feelings and cut them before they can hurt you. Go to that place that makes you callous but not insensitive.
What do you think about just taking off for a day or 2 and live in a hotel to clear you mind?
