We have all had this struggle, Chel. As you say, ya just have to get back on track. It is difficult when you love someone and you have fun and then the expectations are heightened. But, you have learned over and over that this means nothing to your H. So, I am so pleased that you will keep trying the GAL which will help you no matter what happens.
Have a good week.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim