So big news...found an apartment!!! It is small, but homey and lots of windows. Bedrooms are at the opposite end, and I can really see decorating this place. I will actually get the final word, i hope, sometime this afternoon. Started ordering furniture, I am so excited. Bought a tone of stuff from a great antique shop in the little village I am now living in.

Sent stbx a text regarding the POA to register my car in NY. Amazes me that he expects an answer from me, but doesn't think he has to reciprocate, so I said Well I am not a psychic is that okay? He said yes. Dumass.

I feel completely at peace...and now it is time for me to get back to work.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..