Trying to stay strong

[hopeful_cb]

Im back! thanks for the comments guys, I had a great time. I was sad to leave but things should fall into place soon (hopefully). I havent spoke to or even thought about H much. I left him and his drama here, went and had a blast with lots of different people, friends and family.

i have some practical things i need to sort out w H but i dont really want to contact him for that, im going to call the companies and see if there is any way i can just do it myself. i dont know if he even knows im back now or what, but it doesnt really affect me or what im doing. he had said he wanted to see me 'properly' when i get back, whatever that means. im sure it has fallen far from his crazy mind by now. i dont know if i even want to.

i have decided i am definitely going to move and will start looking at places this week. i have been super busy and been having lots of fun so my aim is to keep that going now that im home too.

I will try and catch up with some reading this week, but I hope you are all doing well (hugs!)