What does he want?

[cantbreathe]

Thursday night we talked. He finally told me everything, told me he was sorry for everything, promised nothing like this would ever happen again. Saturday he told me he loved me. Sunday was one month since all this started. We had an argument, but then agreed that we were starting fresh. We are not mentioning it again. Period.

Things are of course still weird. He still doesn't want to touch me. From our conversation, I gather that it's because he doesn't understand how he could have done this if he loves me and that he's not feeling too good about himself, given how he's always felt about cheaters. I asked him to just take it slow and be my friend.

So what now? Do I just try to live our life normally? Take the physical end slow? (hard!) I know I need to continue to work on me and continue to give him the space to work through this. We are definitely not out of the woods yet, but hopefully we are on our way?