Sat not so good - Sunday better. I think I am holding up better than she is now. She signed her new lease and moved some stuff out of the house to the new place. Made a comment that she thinks I will be happy and she will realize she is worse off. Interesting...

This is what we are doing. I said this is the path we are on and we'll see where it takes us. I said again we both got a lot to think about and need to get some space and time to do it.

WAW brought up how sad she is about "losing" relationship with my family, which she had in many ways been closer to in the past years than her own. I wanted to just say "hey it is your choice; live with it" but I thought better of that.

She looks at me a lot and talks a lot. Think there is some real hard stuff going on inside there. Good, she needs to own this. I am owning my part just fine.


H35 W34 S4 | T-10 yrs M-6 yrs
WAW said M over 04/09 | Living separate since 09/09
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