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so I'm thinking about taking the kids to Chucky Cheese for dinner and fun. It's my way of detaching from the situation


This is good. For me, this was a great way to help me along in detaching.

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However, I am fighting the urge to see an attorney and end my pain, but I keep resisting for the kids sake.


Nothing wrong with going to see an attorney. That does not mean you have to file for D.

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