You are much stronger and a great person. We all take a lego off now and then, but then we put it back on. I think you are doing well. Your H is obviously still thinking about things. I think that is a positive that he is saying it needs to start as friends and then you can build from there. There is hope. Of course there is hope. God is going to rebuild that M for you and your H.
Don't get down on yourself. It takes time. Your H is contemplating things. It is on his mind. God is working on him. Keep up the praying and fasting and focusing on your school which starts today I believe. That is a good thing to be excited about.
I think it is great that your H also is planning on doing dinner with you.
There were positives that came out of this. Keep your chin up.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
