Don't kick yourself - I think you did very well. Weddings are incredibly emotional experiences and bring things to the surface that are tough to handle. Sure, saying ILY was pressure and it backfired - but you dealt with that OK too. Everybody makes mistakes from time to time, just dust yourself off and work on doing better next time.
You sound SO much stronger, more confident, and more in control of yourself & your life than the last time that I checked in around here. I'm very proud of you! Keep up the great work and be happy!
(((Hugs)))
Thread #10 22 year M, MLC, Piecing since 1/07 Goal: Live with confidence & enthusiasm!