Last night was a rough one. The picture thing really got to me...gotta let it go. I'm feeling better this morning. The W was actually talkative after returning from the gym. That's where she does all of her "thinking".
She actually thanked me for planting all of the marigolds yesterday...she never thanks me for anything. She said they added alot of color to the outside of the house. Another thing I still notice, she is still carrying around the "5 Love Languages" book I gave her to read 4 weeks ago. I have asked for it back a few times, but she's still holding on...interesting...it's kept in her work computer bag and it goes everywhere with her...just my little sign of hope.
The W is working late tonight, so I'm thinking about taking the kids to Chucky Cheese for dinner and fun. It's my way of detaching from the situation. Again, I'm being patient with my situation for the sake of my kids. However, I am fighting the urge to see an attorney and end my pain, but I keep resisting for the kids sake. Lord give me the strength.
Thanks, LFH
ME: 38 W: 35 D2.5 and S5 Married 12 years Separated (same house, different rooms) INILWYAM by W: 4/16/2009 The day W requested a D: 4/17/2009
