I think I am totally losing either my sanity or my dignity. Was dreading upcoming weekend because H just hangs around so I was bound and determined no R this weekend so I just thought of a couple of things to do and would say how the day progressed as things needed to do at home. Anyway, H did not bring anything up this weekend. H asked if I wanted to go to the Minnesota State Fair, pretty big deal every year. So we went, and had a good time. It was fun trying different foods, people watching, etc. Today, the tension was there and we did activities apart and a couple of times I just thought he was going to say, I am going to sign D papers but he did not. We grilled out together for dinner and the tension rose back somewhat and right now I am on computer and H is visiting his mom so a good time to ask well-grounded individuals where do I go from here?
Deep down inside I am ready for any R talk but I am not going to be the one to do it...H was no doubt expecting this from me and he did not get this weekend.
What I am totally unsure of - is H just a cake eater and none of this makes any difference or could the tactic of being friendly and low key work? Should I continue including him in activities again or, is this foolish and should I stay with my tactic of GAL and being more aloof?
Brutally honest answers are welcome.
Take care, Michele
M 42 H 41 M 16 yrs. Together 22 yrs. No Kids Bomb 5/16/09 D papers in house/unsigned Waiting to exhale!
