Had a reasonable night last night. Went to bed later, which helped a little. Woke this morning to the 'cheep' of my cellphone signifying that I had a text. Looked at the clock - 06:10hrs, must be H texting me, no-one else is up at that hour and that's 11.10PM in the UK, so it won't be them! When I checked, no text ... how bizarre!! Maybe H was thinking about me and it was just a 'sign'. Yup! You are getting it - I am plain crazy.
Friend coming around for coffee this morning and then I go for counselling #3 this afternoon. Should fill the day quite well.
Feel slightly better about being dark. Almost giggling at what a challenge this could turn in to - "a battle of the wits"!! I'm also trying to figure out what H's response will be, when and if he breaks the silence - I know, I shouldn't care!! Sorry, but I do - I did say that I am TRYING to detach, I didn't say that I was there yet! However, I am not caving.
Even though words of advice to others here may not be in as expert vein as some may have to give, it's kind of empowering to be able to help others now that I have been here a little while. When you do something which MAY help, you feel like you are paying something forward and that usually puts a smile on my face
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
