But earlier, I really wanted her back and she sensed it. My emotions are swinging; sometimes I can't think of a life without her; the next I can't imagine letting her come back. I guess it goes with this territory. By the way, I just bought "No More Mr Nice Guy.", " Hold on to Your NUTs: The Relationship Manual for Men", and "Being the Strong Man a Woman Wants: Timeless Wisdom on Being a Man". Which one would you suggest I read first?