Sadly, I think she was the more intense love in his life. Of course much because of the circumstances...
He did keep saying that what she was writing in the mails wasnt necessarily his POV. Dont know why he kept repeating that.
Anyway, I think the tombstone has sealed the grave. The mourning is already happening and I have to now see what the will of poor dead guy will give me.
If I may say something. I was proud of me today for what had happened with PC. I was again, so proud of him. Funny thing stbxh kept mentioning him as Prince (couldnt remember the name) and I can tell he was shocked more than I was. And the part he was shocked about, was the fact that he saw how "connected" we were. He dared to ask me why did I try with him since it was obvious I was emotionally attached to PC. I told him I did it because I valued our M and our relationship and made a CHOICE to try and love him again. I reminded him I had told him about meeting someone. He didnt say much. I realised he had read probably every email that was in my account. I am not sad or upset about that. I am actually smiling... K
