We talked again. I am asking questions. She got pregnant in March 2007, right when I thought I was pregnant too.
Thye went to that "villa" when he had told me he was in Thesaloniki, during that trip I had called every hotel in the city and didnt find his reservation.
He says he is feeling bad. Not ashamed for what was revealed, bad for what he has done.
He said he doesnt care to "protect her", she is nothing. I asked him was it all worth it? Did he regret it, would he do it again? He said no, he would never do that again.
He said he wanted me to find out, he wanted to be able to tell me I wasnt insane, he wanted to restore my faith in me (!!!).
He is trying to cope with it, saying "what is done is done".
I told him many things. I told him 2006 was a huge shock for me. I had no idea. I told him a lot of things can be explained now, like our awful trip to Munich, a month after theirs in Paris, I told him that he did to me what he had done to his GF that he had when I met him (he had lied to me and told me a month later they were still together), something I sometimes was asking him, and he always replied I was his one and only he couldnt do that to me and the kids,I told him the kids will have problems and he said that's the only thing he is worried about, how will the kids cope with that.
So, my M ended for a heated A, that as he says now, was intense but doesnt mean anything... What a relief!! K
