H wouldn't even know I was not well, he doesn't care at the moment.
Went to bed early, I didn't even have the energy to say goodnight, so just went. I saw him about 1/2 hr later, come in and look at me then go back out again.
It is just utter chaos here at the moment, moving a 4 bed, 2 living room house to a 3 bed 1 living room townhouse is a challenge.
Thinking I may not go to work tomorrow, will see how I go today, have to go and clean the old house and move the last few small bits and pieces.
AT the moment I don't even know if I have the strength to go on fighting for this marriage, probably just how I am feeling at present with everything being one sided. Might go to the movies again tomorrow night.
