Oh, I know this. Our hearts are restless until they rest in God. I'm not looking for an alternative, a filler--I'm just seeking some support, a little companionship. It's just that I kinda had the perfect storm--and many things imploded simultaneously, and not connected to each other. The fallout will take a long time to clear.
M60 H52 D20 M14 yrs OW-old gf from 1986 bomb-5/18/08 H filed for D-9/10/08 D final 4/24/09 xH remarried (not OW) 2012