Saturday Afternoon: W stops by soccer and asks to switch vehicles. She needs to go get beds for the apartment and figures I may need the carseats in case I want to take the girls somewhere. W: "You still sprint very well."
Felt a little better after soccer. Went home and played with the girls for a while. Mousetrap was the game they chose. Around 5, W wasn't home and I started to get restless. I told MIL that I was going to go out for a bit. Ran to the mall to get some jeans that fit me. I have lost a decent amount weight since this whole thing started. So I got a new outfit and headed home. W called and asked if I wanted to help set stuff up at the new apartment. I said no thankyou, I thought I might go out with some of the guys tonight. Although, I had no place to go at the time. I stopped at home said goodnight to the girls and showed W new outfit. I just went to a sports bar watched a little football and ate dinner. Then hopped over to another less crowded bar and ordered a beer. Sad I know, but I didn't want to help W decorate her new place. Plus, I found that you can get free drinks if you tell the bartender that your W just left you after 10 yrs. I stayed out till 1:30. The bartenders and some of their friends kept me company.
When I got home W was asleep in our bed. She didn't want to leave girls upstairs alone. I slipped in on my side and went to sleep.
Sunday Morning: Went to IHOP with girls, W and MIL this morning. Then I went to church while the rest went to get school clothes. W and I did have a moment of looking into each others eyes this morning. She said: "Sometimes I feel like goind and others I fell like staying. I look at that as a good thing." Other than that, we have been pretty much simply cordial.
