well she sent some more texts last night. her text have gotten very long lately too.
IDK if the time she sits alone now allows her to think or what but it's nice to know she is constantly thinking about me and the kids for once but it still hurts alot. (right now i feel so alone) and I wonder why she wants to be so alone. for so long she made new friends and wanted to be with them. now no one?
I know part of DB is to not help them out/being a door mat but i have to say she would not even let me if i wanted to be.
