reviewing the affadavit for support this morning. wow, it seems so harsh but so the truth! its so surreal to read and see everything he has done, everything i have tracked and documented in this document, and know that its all the truth, all his doing.

crazy.

he is so beyond not speaking to me. i sent him a text to ask when he will be coming to see son, no answer. had to have mil ask him so i that i know.

why cant he answer me? i dont know. i didnt do anything, he did this.

my attorney told me not even to reach out to him and go about my business, if we are around when he comes, fine.

i just feel bad, i dont want to son to lose out on his father.

its all in the affdavit, how he doesnt schedule time etc.

glad i reached the detachment level now or this would really be rather hard!


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09