Thank you so much for your replies x including the other post Eskimo Nell! I had managed to keep my head above water for so long and on thursday even had one of those small good moments.. I had bought makeup for myself, got into a pair of size 10 (uk)jeans and came home to a fed up sounding message from OH on the answer phone, referring to phoning home, I also had an agency phone me to come in for an interview for some temping positions, so I suppose I wrongly started to believe that maybe something good was gonna happen with him too.. I was so wrong when he finally caught up with me it was to tell me he had been able to rent a flat, something I had always felt that the minute he did that we were doomed as he is now two+ hours drive away from me! I am doing my utmost to not put our son in any awkward positions and we had agreed we wouldnt but H doesnt seem able to adere to the rules! The note he left me was I did this, I did that and I whatever when I reread it this morning it reads ME ME ME ME AND JUST INCASE YOU DIDNT GET THAT MY DEAR WIFE ME! I have been invited out for dinner with friends tonight but friends cant always under stand what you are going through although the are fab best friends, so your support and knowledge means so much to me! xx
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
