She went to the event. When she was talking about the kids going she said she wasn't spending the night...it's at a camp ground. She texted me this a.m. telling me she's running a few minutes late (it's an hour away) and that I should just drop the kids off if I beat her. She acted like going was so much about her friend and not OM. Well did her friend need her to spend the night? I guess it is a long drive.
Thinking about her waking up with OM just sends me straight to tears. The hurt is so tremendous. I just get shaky with anxiety. I have no idea how you folks can be so strong. My heart is hurting and I just want to tell her to eff off and quit to make the hurting stop.
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09
