I know it shouldnt be, but it sure feels like I am going thru the same phase I did, 2 years ago, when he moved out.
It may not be as strong as it was then, but anger is here for sure.
I have a hard time explaining his behavior the last 1,5 years. The time he spent with us, the gifts, the hugs, the kisses, the refusal to give me the divorce at least 4 times, the wanting to come back, the months he spent in and out of this house, the refusal again to divorce... I just dont get it . He was out. He had his girlfriend even if things didnt look good for them, but he wasnt alone, he didnt need me as a crutch, why the h$ll did he want to come back? When I was taking to him back then, I was completely detached, calm and confident, I wasnt hostile, I wasnt asking for money or creating problems like that, I was living my life best way I could.
It was sadistic but also masochistic too. Why did he force himself to go thru this, just for the kids as she keeps telling him? I cant believe that. When he came back, the kids were doing fine, much better than now...
