Miss one day and look at all the catch up reading I had to do.

1. Sex not right. - I got this one a lot late in the M. It was never right. However W wasn't great about playing along about what it was supposed to be. Somehow I had to pay the freight for the SSM and I felt that was never fair. It takes two.

I was trying to remember what/when our last time was (either 12/08 or 1/09. However not much happened in month before because I was kind of fed up with the whole one-sidedness of everything. She complained about wanting more, but then complained it was never right. She rarely initiated (or teased or hinted) and she didn't say what was good or not good. Odog give up.

2. Spontaneous vs Planned. How about both? I can remember a few times where it was suggested early in the day that maybe should...then try...and then...until... Yeah, in fact one of those times was running through my thoughts earlier today and it made me really sad.

3. "This is boring" = mean.

I'm sorry if I come off angry lately. I have many of the same feelings and issues as others and it just bothers me that it seemed so avoidable.

Anyway O'dog is tired too. Long day. motorcycle, rock gym, kidsters.


Last edited by orangedog; 08/30/09 07:01 AM.
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