Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

Sorry GIMA, I am just venting here, and I have not said anything to her, it is just the whole sitch in general.

I am actually glad I am leaving tomorrow for a week, I need the space to clear my head of this crap and find more time for me.

I felt so exhilarated yesterday after skydiving and to have to come back and know that what the W admitted too is probably far from what has actually happened.

I just don't know what to do next. She wants out of the marriage, and she's packing her stuff from our room.

She did thank me for taking her to the cirque do soliel show and dinner with my d8, and I told her I was glad she had a good time, but man I just didn't even want to look at her, so came to bed. My d8 is sleeping with me in our bed tonight, as I am going away tomorrow.

My thoughts are kind of random here, sorry, just a tougher day than I was expecting.