Ya, it seems obvious that he doesn't have OW right now, has been testing the waters with me and with my rejection and time on his hands will just fill the gap with someone else...
Yes, I am mind-reading, speculating, wheel spinning etc. and what I want is to focus on moving on with my life...I have those tiny little what ifs that I am NOT acting upon because I know this isn't gonna cut it for me (being the fallback gal) but, it annoys me that I get thrown off so easily.
And, Gucci is right that my stress is my problem. The only thing that is compelling no matter what angle I look at this from, is my kids and what they are going through...keeps me emotionally invested and it probably always will. I just have to handle it.
