Honesty at times can also be damaging.right now she is angry depressed and confused.telling her you miss her after pushing her to leave can very well be hurtful to her.

This is just my opinion but give her space lots of space.wait for her to contact you and then choose you words carefully.try to get your mind off it enjoy your kids.take them out have fun.

If you keep projecting something bad will happen guess what it will(Murphy's Law).

Be positive make it a good day !

God Bless

H 49
W 42
S 19
S 14
S 12
S 8
D 6
M 19
Bomb dropped 2/09
Separated 5/09
still hopeful, praying