WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

My 7 year old is very sensitive. He was diaappointed thy when he tried to call she didn't answer. He had stopped wanting to call for a while as she rarely answered. Since I confronted her about her affairs, she had been calling every nite I had them. Until tonite. Not sure if she is out with another guy. I don't care for me anymore. I just don't want my boys hurt because of her nonsense

Guess my 7 year old thought for the last 2 weeks she had called/answered it was safe to take the chance again.

I don't want to press her to not to contact the boys when I have them as I want to be able to call or skype the boys when she has them.

The crazy part is that I've finally gotten to the detachment everyone had been beating me up about. Unfortunately, I/we never had a chance to recover from her bomb in Jan.

I don't care for me anymore. I just need to protect my boys from any more hurt.