We've all been here. Some of us still ARE here. Just a suggestion for you on the going out part. I tried the acting like I'm OK part and it was clearly an act and it did nothing but frustrate myself. I had to change my thinking to "I'm going to do this because it makes me happy ... and I really need to get out of the house." Do things to make YOU happy. I looked at like a bonus having to deal with all her stupidity. I'm gonna go spend the weekend in Steamboat with a friend and it will be awesome, not because I'm pretending, but because Steamboat (and my friend) make me happy.
I got the "I'm not attracted to you" thing too. It's BS.
