I just go out and try to act like I'm okay and I get more depressed. Everyone is married! I was happy and we were supposed to spend our lives together....what the hell happened? I am detaching, I am not contacting him, I am doing my best...but it's hard. How much time before I'm healed? I want to be happy again! I just really appreciate people stopping by and adding some comments.
Me 47 H 42 Married 20 years No kids bomb 5/09
Me 55 H 49 Married 21 years No kids bomb 5/09 filed 7/09 divorced and moving forward 5/10
