Hey Cas - talk about learn from the Master - you certainly have this PMA thing in check, don't you?!! Well done - now keep it going.
Evidently, lots can be said on this board but lots can't and I don't know what surgery you have had. If it's of the 'lady' kind, that can really tip your emotions upside down and that, on top of the sitch, makes life an even more uphill struggle - so you are doing well my friend. Even the anaesthetic is a big pulling around so you should be giving yourself a well deserved pat on the back!! (this is where you say "Yes Nursey")!
Yes, I think that Gucci has come up with some wise words and thinking on them last night, I had a better sleep. It really helped that my girlfriend from back home rang too - first time in 4 years but we had almost 2 hours on the phone, which was just awesome. I got to verbalise instead of type the words that had been going through my mind and I slept so much better. Today I have woken with PMA but as always, I know that it won't last!
I think that you just have to do what feels right and what you believe in . I think that you have been looking in to the 2 couples that you mentioned and seeing if there is any predictor for you? No matter really, what you did come up with was an answer and that was that to be a pursuing W does not work.
Lessons for us all!!
Glad that you are going OK today and I shall pop by later. Best go update my journal and go see if Oz is around ... worried so much about her yesterday ... how tough would that have been for her??
Later (((Cas)))
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
