3 years of S, OW gone - What do I want?

[peacetoday]

SH
no matter what really happens here, at least you H is becoming more available for his kids
so you can get help and cooperation from him

You are doing an amazing job of keeping it all together
more will be revealed later
options are always available
new doors will open in time if that is the way this goes
but truthfully it seems hopeful
your H seems like he is in some kind of connection phase
keep it light
upbeat
and just take care of you
You have survived thru all of it
you will be OK
peace