How do you wait this out?

[peacetoday]

gg
How old is your H?
Yes we all did or some still wish yjeir H will come home
But time really does heal
I never ever,,reaLLY thought there would be a time that I didnt want XH back
but
I feel that now
I definitely would not go back to xh in the state he is in
for me, I believe the rise has ended in that way
Because of the kids and our business, we have ties and XH is difficult in the state he is in
If not for kids and buiness, I would most likely never speak to him again
peace