Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

I have been talking to a lot of people. She doesn't know it but her friends and sister talk to me. A lot of times she takes out S7 with her when she goes to GF's house. I have even asked him if any of the other kid's dads were there.

nothing.

I still question the couple of texts and an old facebook post.

Tonight I came home to crying. She's just not happy. She is breaking down. She gave me a long hug. Weird how there was no feeling there right now.

I saw searchterms in the google toolbar. the results that it brought up were for condos a couple of miles down the road.

She's been hoome with S7 all day.

One of her friends told me she talked to W today. W sounded fine.

Another day in paradise.

I wish I could lose the fear.