Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

You know, I'm becomming of the notion that being 'friends' may just not be possible for me and XW. I've been thinking of poetnetial reactions to make to situations and statements that may be made tonight. Intitially so I wouldn't open my big yap and piss her off again as the last we spoke almost 2 weeks ago now.

I don't know, through renewed silence, I more at peace with things. I guess as always, I was analyzing everything she'd say for a 'sliver of hope'. I haven't seen hardly any success stories of M that ended in D and everything all worked out in the end.

I think it's best to keep conversation if any short and to the point and not be an a-hole or anything, but carry the attitude that 'you say we can't be friends if you don't know every aspect of my life which I find ludicris after you told me you don't care about my life anymore when you divorced me'.

Think I'm gonna go bang my head into a brick wall for bit.