but I am aware of this brooding darkness that's invaded my thoughts for now...bothersome.
If it's not productive get out of that place mentally. I think for most men doing something physical or working with your hands helps. Self-awareness is key to avoiding a funk. Find a healthy coping mechanism.
Cheers
ps Carlos, when I post you I find that I often have to use some of the advice I've given to you on myself.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
