Al, please enjoy the life you have. I know its hard to deal with the scar, I am sure it will fade as time passes by...
Bring back some joy and happiness in your life. No talks, no worries, some pure fun (sexual or plain)... Read the love bank theory, remember the 5LL, BULD on what you have, dont just sit there and wish things were as they were. NO matter what he says, something wasnt perfect back then. You had enough time analysing things, make wiser choices... Love M
